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I don't care what people think.

I like to know what people think.

I know no one is going to read this, until maybe 3 weeks. And I know probably by then I won't be posting anymore.

I like to go nuts. I dont have a best friend. I do have people I prefer.

I'm not someone who says, this is what I want to do; and dont achieve.

I will always achieve. I know I am not humble. And I hate posting on blogger because I sound old fashioned and over serious, like my dad. But I love my dad, in a way that maybe I could describe. And I know I am sure of myself. And I know I am beautiful. But I like to be told that. Because it's reasuring, and I like to be reasured.

There are people that stand out to me. Thats because they dont hide away.

They are like me




And, yes I get shy sometimes, and I'm sure those are moments that everyone has.

There I go, being old fashioned.

I'm very lucky. I've got good, new clothes. I've got a whole crowd of friends.
I naturally care about people. I was born to dance. I've got a family who loves me."
I got to a good school.


And I know how many times in this post I said; 'I'

Because this is my post.


Thats it.

Me and Madi

Madi was at my place after school today. Jill and Emma are angry because she didnt invite them to her house on the 20th.
I know that Ingrid thinks thats dumb, but shes shy, so she only admitted it to me. I wish people could realise how stupid they're being. I know I must have done something like this at least once in my life. But the way it happened was Madi was talking to me about how the 20th was at least 2 weeks away. And then all 3 of them asked me what was on the 20th. I said Madi and I are sleeping over. And then they just turned around and walked away. I just shook my head, and looked over at Madi who had a look on her face that was saying 'Wow.' When I was walking with Madi to the field I heard them say 'We'll do something better!' And Emma saying 'Oh yeah!!' In a mean way. I dont actually care. Because I know that they're being really lame by doing that. And I know that most sensible people would agree. Jill can actually be a bit much sometimes so I think I'm going to let things down with her. I have ballet tonight. We need so much practice. I need a private class. I really like it when the teacher is focusing on me.

Passed.

I passed!!!

I passed my RAD exam! I was very excited. I wasnt shocked at all. I knew it. I knew I would pass.
Next year, I will dance on point. I will be the best dancer in the studio. I'm going to be famous today. I'm going to be on a 'People' Magazine cover. I will act and dance. I will perform in broadway. I will never let all this go to my head. I will never be a vain headed person. Thats all I have.

Midnight

Madi and me went rollerblading yesterday. We went to the corner store. We bumped in to some other friends from school. Then we went to hang out in the field on the school. Later we went midnight rollerblading, it was so fun. People on Nash St. had lights out and they glowed against the wet street. When we were in dark areas with out the glowing lights, it looked like we were on water. It was so cool. :)

12

The second chance means nothing
if nothing was learned from the first one



Being without you for too long
is the most intense pain I have
ever felt




If we were such good friends
how come you have nothing to say to me
but tons to say about me



Best friends aren't the ones that you call and tell
your whole day to, they are the ones that lived through
It with you



Times were tough but memories remain,
situations were rough but we overcame,
side by side, together we grew
when all is said and done, I'll look back on friends like you



I'm not an accessory kind of girl.



Always keep your head up high;
cause there are some people who would
kill to see you fall...



Today I turned twelve. I was greeted with smiles and hugs. I was frowned at.
My friends were really enthusiastic when they greeted me; "Happy Birthday, Hannah!"
I was really happy. Things in my day, with my crazy friends were great. Untill something always weird has to happen on a good day. Someone goes moody, or someone starts a fight. But I ignored everything, this is my day. No one is going to ruin it. They may get mad. They may get rude. They may be anoying. I'll forgive them, life is too short to fight for so long. In ten years we will not remember all the fights, all the mean jokes, all the boys. I got presents too! From my parents I got; Jeans, Good Hair Straightner, itunes gift card, Candy Bars, $40. From Emma; Fleece Blanket, Raspberry Body Butter. From Madi; Necklace, Gum. From Jill; Shirt, Earrings. From Shanaya; 3 funky bracelets, watch. It was a good birthday. =D

Thats all.

Look At Him Go=D

Today I went back to school after the spring break. :(
Im bummed its over, and everything will be back to normal within the next week.
My real birthday is 29th, and Im excited about that. And, my life has been going great lately.. well actually there has been a few big downs lately, but either than those everythings awesome. I got my new lulu lemon hoodie. =) Green. Bright, Deep, Spring green. My friend, Jill got back from the flu today. She got me a birthday present a pretty shirt and some cute earrings. :D Im happy. I like them. I also really want some new shirts. I'm going shopping after dinner today, maybe.
My birthday has never really excited me as much as this.. except for maybe when I was really little.
Sleeping over at my friend's house friday. I'll let you know when something else comes to mind.

Today I'm having some friends from school over to celebrate my birthday!!

I'm excited, we're going swimming 3:00 - 6:00 coming back to my place and either watching 'Poseidon' or 'Just My Luck'
I'd rather watch 'Poseidon'. We're gonna eat chips, drink soda, go crazy...
;)