Tuesday, January 10, 2006

Wake up on a saturday night

When I wake up I feel different depending on where I am, if I am at camp I feel: Good more time to have a blast. Oh and not to mention 5 more minutes? If I am at home I feel: Nope this is a dream, I am not awake yet...back to sleep....*yawn*. If I am at a friends slumper party: Well lets just say nobody lets me sleep in *grr*. I hate waking up, I mean I guess I am sometimes happy, I don't want to sleep forever. I just want time to not worry just time to lie down, a break from the world. I am not like I am when I am writing it seems as though that person I am when I am sleeping comes alive and jumps out and shows that i am different in thw world. That may not make any sense to anyone but me... I hate waking up in the middle of the night now that kills. I can never get back to sleep. Well sometimes, happens alot when i am at a place besides home in the summer. Camp happened once or twice and then when I spent part of the summer at my grandparents I woke up in the night about three times I was there.
Sleeping is easy for me. i just have to choose the time to do it:)