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I don't care what people think.

I like to know what people think.

I know no one is going to read this, until maybe 3 weeks. And I know probably by then I won't be posting anymore.

I like to go nuts. I dont have a best friend. I do have people I prefer.

I'm not someone who says, this is what I want to do; and dont achieve.

I will always achieve. I know I am not humble. And I hate posting on blogger because I sound old fashioned and over serious, like my dad. But I love my dad, in a way that maybe I could describe. And I know I am sure of myself. And I know I am beautiful. But I like to be told that. Because it's reasuring, and I like to be reasured.

There are people that stand out to me. Thats because they dont hide away.

They are like me




And, yes I get shy sometimes, and I'm sure those are moments that everyone has.

There I go, being old fashioned.

I'm very lucky. I've got good, new clothes. I've got a whole crowd of friends.
I naturally care about people. I was born to dance. I've got a family who loves me."
I got to a good school.


And I know how many times in this post I said; 'I'

Because this is my post.


Thats it.

Me and Madi

Madi was at my place after school today. Jill and Emma are angry because she didnt invite them to her house on the 20th.
I know that Ingrid thinks thats dumb, but shes shy, so she only admitted it to me. I wish people could realise how stupid they're being. I know I must have done something like this at least once in my life. But the way it happened was Madi was talking to me about how the 20th was at least 2 weeks away. And then all 3 of them asked me what was on the 20th. I said Madi and I are sleeping over. And then they just turned around and walked away. I just shook my head, and looked over at Madi who had a look on her face that was saying 'Wow.' When I was walking with Madi to the field I heard them say 'We'll do something better!' And Emma saying 'Oh yeah!!' In a mean way. I dont actually care. Because I know that they're being really lame by doing that. And I know that most sensible people would agree. Jill can actually be a bit much sometimes so I think I'm going to let things down with her. I have ballet tonight. We need so much practice. I need a private class. I really like it when the teacher is focusing on me.

Passed.

I passed!!!

I passed my RAD exam! I was very excited. I wasnt shocked at all. I knew it. I knew I would pass.
Next year, I will dance on point. I will be the best dancer in the studio. I'm going to be famous today. I'm going to be on a 'People' Magazine cover. I will act and dance. I will perform in broadway. I will never let all this go to my head. I will never be a vain headed person. Thats all I have.

Midnight

Madi and me went rollerblading yesterday. We went to the corner store. We bumped in to some other friends from school. Then we went to hang out in the field on the school. Later we went midnight rollerblading, it was so fun. People on Nash St. had lights out and they glowed against the wet street. When we were in dark areas with out the glowing lights, it looked like we were on water. It was so cool. :)

12

The second chance means nothing
if nothing was learned from the first one



Being without you for too long
is the most intense pain I have
ever felt




If we were such good friends
how come you have nothing to say to me
but tons to say about me



Best friends aren't the ones that you call and tell
your whole day to, they are the ones that lived through
It with you



Times were tough but memories remain,
situations were rough but we overcame,
side by side, together we grew
when all is said and done, I'll look back on friends like you



I'm not an accessory kind of girl.



Always keep your head up high;
cause there are some people who would
kill to see you fall...



Today I turned twelve. I was greeted with smiles and hugs. I was frowned at.
My friends were really enthusiastic when they greeted me; "Happy Birthday, Hannah!"
I was really happy. Things in my day, with my crazy friends were great. Untill something always weird has to happen on a good day. Someone goes moody, or someone starts a fight. But I ignored everything, this is my day. No one is going to ruin it. They may get mad. They may get rude. They may be anoying. I'll forgive them, life is too short to fight for so long. In ten years we will not remember all the fights, all the mean jokes, all the boys. I got presents too! From my parents I got; Jeans, Good Hair Straightner, itunes gift card, Candy Bars, $40. From Emma; Fleece Blanket, Raspberry Body Butter. From Madi; Necklace, Gum. From Jill; Shirt, Earrings. From Shanaya; 3 funky bracelets, watch. It was a good birthday. =D

Thats all.

Look At Him Go=D

Today I went back to school after the spring break. :(
Im bummed its over, and everything will be back to normal within the next week.
My real birthday is 29th, and Im excited about that. And, my life has been going great lately.. well actually there has been a few big downs lately, but either than those everythings awesome. I got my new lulu lemon hoodie. =) Green. Bright, Deep, Spring green. My friend, Jill got back from the flu today. She got me a birthday present a pretty shirt and some cute earrings. :D Im happy. I like them. I also really want some new shirts. I'm going shopping after dinner today, maybe.
My birthday has never really excited me as much as this.. except for maybe when I was really little.
Sleeping over at my friend's house friday. I'll let you know when something else comes to mind.

Today I'm having some friends from school over to celebrate my birthday!!

I'm excited, we're going swimming 3:00 - 6:00 coming back to my place and either watching 'Poseidon' or 'Just My Luck'
I'd rather watch 'Poseidon'. We're gonna eat chips, drink soda, go crazy...
;)

~spring*break~

I'm sad, its going to be over. I wish it was for 2 weeks, but we're stuck with just one week to relax.
I did have a really great spring break its just I wish it was longer...


Saturday: I just hanged around, happy that school was out for a week.
Finished re-reading a book. Luke, Dad, and I rented the movie; 'Below'
Scary, but it was really good. My Dad went outside and banged on the window by me. It freaked me out so much!



Sunday: Ave, Emma came over. We went swimming for 2 and a half hours, came home hung out, watched 'Titanic' which is
the best story ever.


Monday: Emma, and I went down to the cafe to get hot chocolate for the 3 of us. We ended up geting soaked with rain,
though. It was very fun. I went home with Ave. I read about celebrities before they were stars. We rented
another movie; 'Take The Lead' it was alright.

Tuesday: Woke up just before lunch. We went Ice skating, grabed a hot chocolate. I also got some candy. =)
After we came home, we hung around some more. Then we went swimming. I loved the wave pool. SO FUN.
That night we rented; 'The Holiday' I loved it.


Wednesday: I drove home with Auntie Vic, we had some cinnamon rolls. Listened to 'Coldplay'.
Once I was home I just chilled in bed most of the day. Phoned Madi, decided to go swimming Thursday.


Thursday: I decided to do my hair nicely, even though I was about to soak it in chlorine. I had nothing better to do, anyway.
Went swimming with Madi, swam for 3 hours. We both wished we'd stayed longer, though. It was very, very fun.
After, my mom came to pick us up, Madi came to my place. We joked around a bit. Then she asked me if I
I wanted to sleep over, I did. I had a really good time.


Friday: It started when me and Madi were in her room and the clock hit: 12:00 am. I woke up happy this morning and I still
am. My family is going in to Vancouver today. Woot.




Tomorrow is going to be a whole new day. =D

People; Boring&Amusing

When I am quiet I am thinking a billion words.
I am not old fashioned, like lots of people I know. Many of those people are so boring and stern.
They like to have fun with other serious faced people. And do strict, old fashioned people things. I know alot of people like this.
I also know a few people that are crazy, and so fun to be with! I love those people! I laugh constantly and I am so happy when I am with them. Boring people are boring because the can not think of anything to say except one subject that they constantly talk about. I only become boring when I have a new obsession. I do have a few boring friends. I also have about 2 strict friends. And the rest are crazy, like me.

Why are these people the opposite of animated?

Stiff

This Morning When I was at the studio, I felt so stiff. Like I couldnt dance properly. I kept pushing myself harder and harder. Because I knew if I even broke my leg trying I would feel really proud. Because I would know I tried hard enough to break somthing. I was so stick-ish I was just waiting to snap. I got so frusterated. Dad says it was probably because I'm pretty sick. But I need more practice. I hate it when I cant do something. It drives me nuts. But I'm not giving up on this, ever.
I'm really excited my birthday is really soon. I like my birthday. I had a really bad birthday this year. But I know I'm going to have a good one this year. I was just eating fishy crackers! I looove them! They are so yummy. I was going to go Ice Skating with Ave, and Emma.B today. But that didnt work for Ave so we're going tomorrow. I think me and Madi might hang out today, then.
Madi is also one of my close school friends. Shes easy going 89% of the time, and she likes nature.. alot. She Tap Dances too,
but she says she doesnt like it that much. Shes taught me a few steps. I really like it. Shes really good too. Its Saint Patricks Day today!!! I'm happy. Green is a nice color. Its a lucky color. I hope I see a leprechaun! :D I love rain, but I hope the sun will come out too, she we will have a rainbow so I can follow it to a pot of gold.

Back..For Now

Hello.

I guess you have noticed I haven't been paying any attention to my blog... or what I post on it. ;p

But I'm going to try to post at least once or twice a week.




I had a really bad week. It started out good. And I expected it to be really good. But it wasnt.
My friends were being all weird. And I started to feel really sick. And I still feel awful.
But I'm pretty happy other than all that. Not that there was much more to it.
I'm going shopping :D I'm going to get myself a new Lulu Lemon jacket. Its my reward for my exam for Ballet this year.
I want a yellow jacket. Right now yellow is my favorite color. I love yellow. I used to hate it because when I thought of yellow I thought of; Barf, Sunburns, Overgrown Toenails, and other gross things. But now I think of yellow as: Happy Faces, Summer, Tanning, Beach Umbrellas, Lemonaide, Gold, Hugs. I change everything. Which is weird because I'm a person who particularly hates change. I just finished talking to my friend, Emma. I talk on the phone alot. I like talking to Emma. Except for when she runs out of things to say she starts to sing. Thats okay with me. But thats a sign to me that I'm done talking to her for now.
I'm really close to her. My friends that go to the St. Hermans say the don't have any close friends at school. I do. I'm very different. And I like it how my Mom accepts that. I feel differently about things in life than my parents. I know that for sure.
I dont think my parents will ever be able to understand how I feel about dancing. They have never danced. So I wonder where all this dancing came from. I go to an Arts School, so I danced there since Gr.1, and I plan to dance there untill Gr.12. I also dance outside of school at the Langley Dance Academy. Next year I am going to be doing; A Jazz Duo, A Modern Solo, Lyrical, Ballet, Maybe Tap. I really want to try Tap Dancing. Its so cool. The only thing I dont like about it is the shoes make so much noise you can barely hear the music. My LDA recital is going to be at my school. My school's theatre gets used alot for recitals.

Thats all.