Sunday, January 29, 2006

don't leave me...

She might leave me. I don't want her to.
It's Avery's birthday today. I am so happy for her. But it makes me sad.
I can't believe it. 13. No. It feels for me the trees are growing and i'm just the pond staying there. bubbling away.
Shr's growing up. I'm not. It feels so much like that some times. And it makes me cry. I feel awful when I do. Cause its so happy that she is growing up. I'd miss her by my side if she took off so far. It went from this:

4-6: We were always together. We would stay up till 2 when we were at each others house's. The New Years party that year we had a contest; whoever statyed up the latest won. We would keep ourselfs awake till talking about barbies *grin*. Ave won. =D

7-9= She would always have funny stories to tell. She would always keep me laughing and still does. She was almost perfect. No one is perfect. But it seemed like it. She is beautiful, Smart, Funny.


10-12= Always was there for me. I knew I could tell her anything. She was huggable and laughable. Still is. We talked and talked. We would goof off. We went through mess ups. And parties. Hard things, sad things, happy things.



I don't want to loose her.

4 comments:

Gabe said...

You remind me of me and one of my best friends. "Together since diapers". :)

myn said...

wow...this almost made me cry. you are so lucky to have a freind who has been there with you since you were so small. and growing up doesn't always mean growing apart. and as you get older the age difference seems less and less. hold on to each other cause freinds like that are one of the most valuable things in the world!

I love ya both!!

Kassianni said...

hannah, I know avery feels exactly the same about you.
but I think I'll let her tell it...

avery said...

hey ms.princess banana browmie. just read your blog very cute, kindof embarrassed.you remember things well, hanana:) i like your post alot call me k.lots of luv, ms. princess honey coconut