Midnight

Madi and me went rollerblading yesterday. We went to the corner store. We bumped in to some other friends from school. Then we went to hang out in the field on the school. Later we went midnight rollerblading, it was so fun. People on Nash St. had lights out and they glowed against the wet street. When we were in dark areas with out the glowing lights, it looked like we were on water. It was so cool. :)

12

The second chance means nothing
if nothing was learned from the first one



Being without you for too long
is the most intense pain I have
ever felt




If we were such good friends
how come you have nothing to say to me
but tons to say about me



Best friends aren't the ones that you call and tell
your whole day to, they are the ones that lived through
It with you



Times were tough but memories remain,
situations were rough but we overcame,
side by side, together we grew
when all is said and done, I'll look back on friends like you



I'm not an accessory kind of girl.



Always keep your head up high;
cause there are some people who would
kill to see you fall...



Today I turned twelve. I was greeted with smiles and hugs. I was frowned at.
My friends were really enthusiastic when they greeted me; "Happy Birthday, Hannah!"
I was really happy. Things in my day, with my crazy friends were great. Untill something always weird has to happen on a good day. Someone goes moody, or someone starts a fight. But I ignored everything, this is my day. No one is going to ruin it. They may get mad. They may get rude. They may be anoying. I'll forgive them, life is too short to fight for so long. In ten years we will not remember all the fights, all the mean jokes, all the boys. I got presents too! From my parents I got; Jeans, Good Hair Straightner, itunes gift card, Candy Bars, $40. From Emma; Fleece Blanket, Raspberry Body Butter. From Madi; Necklace, Gum. From Jill; Shirt, Earrings. From Shanaya; 3 funky bracelets, watch. It was a good birthday. =D

Thats all.

Look At Him Go=D

Today I went back to school after the spring break. :(
Im bummed its over, and everything will be back to normal within the next week.
My real birthday is 29th, and Im excited about that. And, my life has been going great lately.. well actually there has been a few big downs lately, but either than those everythings awesome. I got my new lulu lemon hoodie. =) Green. Bright, Deep, Spring green. My friend, Jill got back from the flu today. She got me a birthday present a pretty shirt and some cute earrings. :D Im happy. I like them. I also really want some new shirts. I'm going shopping after dinner today, maybe.
My birthday has never really excited me as much as this.. except for maybe when I was really little.
Sleeping over at my friend's house friday. I'll let you know when something else comes to mind.

Today I'm having some friends from school over to celebrate my birthday!!

I'm excited, we're going swimming 3:00 - 6:00 coming back to my place and either watching 'Poseidon' or 'Just My Luck'
I'd rather watch 'Poseidon'. We're gonna eat chips, drink soda, go crazy...
;)

~spring*break~

I'm sad, its going to be over. I wish it was for 2 weeks, but we're stuck with just one week to relax.
I did have a really great spring break its just I wish it was longer...


Saturday: I just hanged around, happy that school was out for a week.
Finished re-reading a book. Luke, Dad, and I rented the movie; 'Below'
Scary, but it was really good. My Dad went outside and banged on the window by me. It freaked me out so much!



Sunday: Ave, Emma came over. We went swimming for 2 and a half hours, came home hung out, watched 'Titanic' which is
the best story ever.


Monday: Emma, and I went down to the cafe to get hot chocolate for the 3 of us. We ended up geting soaked with rain,
though. It was very fun. I went home with Ave. I read about celebrities before they were stars. We rented
another movie; 'Take The Lead' it was alright.

Tuesday: Woke up just before lunch. We went Ice skating, grabed a hot chocolate. I also got some candy. =)
After we came home, we hung around some more. Then we went swimming. I loved the wave pool. SO FUN.
That night we rented; 'The Holiday' I loved it.


Wednesday: I drove home with Auntie Vic, we had some cinnamon rolls. Listened to 'Coldplay'.
Once I was home I just chilled in bed most of the day. Phoned Madi, decided to go swimming Thursday.


Thursday: I decided to do my hair nicely, even though I was about to soak it in chlorine. I had nothing better to do, anyway.
Went swimming with Madi, swam for 3 hours. We both wished we'd stayed longer, though. It was very, very fun.
After, my mom came to pick us up, Madi came to my place. We joked around a bit. Then she asked me if I
I wanted to sleep over, I did. I had a really good time.


Friday: It started when me and Madi were in her room and the clock hit: 12:00 am. I woke up happy this morning and I still
am. My family is going in to Vancouver today. Woot.




Tomorrow is going to be a whole new day. =D

People; Boring&Amusing

When I am quiet I am thinking a billion words.
I am not old fashioned, like lots of people I know. Many of those people are so boring and stern.
They like to have fun with other serious faced people. And do strict, old fashioned people things. I know alot of people like this.
I also know a few people that are crazy, and so fun to be with! I love those people! I laugh constantly and I am so happy when I am with them. Boring people are boring because the can not think of anything to say except one subject that they constantly talk about. I only become boring when I have a new obsession. I do have a few boring friends. I also have about 2 strict friends. And the rest are crazy, like me.

Why are these people the opposite of animated?

Stiff

This Morning When I was at the studio, I felt so stiff. Like I couldnt dance properly. I kept pushing myself harder and harder. Because I knew if I even broke my leg trying I would feel really proud. Because I would know I tried hard enough to break somthing. I was so stick-ish I was just waiting to snap. I got so frusterated. Dad says it was probably because I'm pretty sick. But I need more practice. I hate it when I cant do something. It drives me nuts. But I'm not giving up on this, ever.
I'm really excited my birthday is really soon. I like my birthday. I had a really bad birthday this year. But I know I'm going to have a good one this year. I was just eating fishy crackers! I looove them! They are so yummy. I was going to go Ice Skating with Ave, and Emma.B today. But that didnt work for Ave so we're going tomorrow. I think me and Madi might hang out today, then.
Madi is also one of my close school friends. Shes easy going 89% of the time, and she likes nature.. alot. She Tap Dances too,
but she says she doesnt like it that much. Shes taught me a few steps. I really like it. Shes really good too. Its Saint Patricks Day today!!! I'm happy. Green is a nice color. Its a lucky color. I hope I see a leprechaun! :D I love rain, but I hope the sun will come out too, she we will have a rainbow so I can follow it to a pot of gold.

Back..For Now

Hello.

I guess you have noticed I haven't been paying any attention to my blog... or what I post on it. ;p

But I'm going to try to post at least once or twice a week.




I had a really bad week. It started out good. And I expected it to be really good. But it wasnt.
My friends were being all weird. And I started to feel really sick. And I still feel awful.
But I'm pretty happy other than all that. Not that there was much more to it.
I'm going shopping :D I'm going to get myself a new Lulu Lemon jacket. Its my reward for my exam for Ballet this year.
I want a yellow jacket. Right now yellow is my favorite color. I love yellow. I used to hate it because when I thought of yellow I thought of; Barf, Sunburns, Overgrown Toenails, and other gross things. But now I think of yellow as: Happy Faces, Summer, Tanning, Beach Umbrellas, Lemonaide, Gold, Hugs. I change everything. Which is weird because I'm a person who particularly hates change. I just finished talking to my friend, Emma. I talk on the phone alot. I like talking to Emma. Except for when she runs out of things to say she starts to sing. Thats okay with me. But thats a sign to me that I'm done talking to her for now.
I'm really close to her. My friends that go to the St. Hermans say the don't have any close friends at school. I do. I'm very different. And I like it how my Mom accepts that. I feel differently about things in life than my parents. I know that for sure.
I dont think my parents will ever be able to understand how I feel about dancing. They have never danced. So I wonder where all this dancing came from. I go to an Arts School, so I danced there since Gr.1, and I plan to dance there untill Gr.12. I also dance outside of school at the Langley Dance Academy. Next year I am going to be doing; A Jazz Duo, A Modern Solo, Lyrical, Ballet, Maybe Tap. I really want to try Tap Dancing. Its so cool. The only thing I dont like about it is the shoes make so much noise you can barely hear the music. My LDA recital is going to be at my school. My school's theatre gets used alot for recitals.

Thats all.

Back (Again, this time from another place)

I just got back from my grandparents. I feel warm inside and out. And tired. I dunno why. I didnt sleep my best at my Grandparent's it was nice and cool in the basement. But I woke up in the middle of the night at least 3 times a night. I missed two weeks of church, which is kinda hard to believe. And I had the wildest dreams. It wasnt like my usual dreams. But lately they have been my usual dreams they were like scenes of my past, present, and future. It felt like a brick was squishing me one day. I didnt like it. My dreams are odd. And the scenes I see in the dreams are actually things that I think about or things that ave happened or maybe are going to happen. We saw a movie called "Click" last night it was pretty good. But it was a dream. And it reminded me of the dreams that I have. I sometimes think about what it'd be like to go to hell. Its worse than anything you can imagine and I can imagine awful things. And it wouldnt stop it wouldnt die off. You wouldnt die. It would just go on and on and on. Never ending torture. It'd be awful. And especially when you expect to end up in it.

Over and out.

Back

Back from camp. With actually some good food in my stomach. Still tired and scraped. And stuffed with i memories. I woke up and I thought I was at camp again. It was like one of those times when you wake up and you suddenly forget where you are. Some how I wish I was still at camp but I'm happy to be home too. Th . The water fights and capture the flag. I n the end if I had to choose which year was my favorite. I dont know if I could choose. Or otherwise I think this year was great. But for me was last year wasa fun too. But I ttth
think if I had to choose I would say this year. Last year was good because it was also my first year.

Over and out.

Hannah

hamsters.

We've had a series of hamsters in the house. Each died with in a few months! Avery's hamster lived for a long time. And so did Christina's. I've actually only had two. Well three. My first one was Scrubby :P, my dad brought him home for free. And after he died (not long after we got him) we buried him in the backyard and as I placed a rock over his grave... that was the end of Scrubby. (I was 4 or 5 then.) Then Hami came soon after. The little white hamster. Then we went on vacation and my grandparents had to look after him. The thing is Hami died while we we're away. And my grandparents had to go to the pet place and say do you have a white hamster?! And they did buthe was a tad bigger so when me and Luke came home we said; "Oh! They must have taken good care of him! Hami grew!"

cheerio

Hi.

Note to self: gotta post more.


Well, I think we are going to have chicken for dinner tonight. Seeing that it is sitting out on the table in front of me, I thought that. I think I should be more energectic, exercise more and drink more water. But now that I'm taking this medicine thing with every sip I drink. I barely drink water so I cant taste it. I think I'm orange-juice-aholic. I've drank wayy to much of it.

Oh! heres my kindergarten picture. Six people in that picture go to the LFAS now.
I think I'm going to major in Dance. And art will be my second art. Because I'm not musical in anyway, really. And I like drama but I dont really embrace it much. I'dlike to major in PE. I cant though:(

Track n field is fun! I want to back to it next year. I'm fixing on joining the Langley Mustangs so I can train and compete more. I really like running. In our school cafeteria there bringing in a soy milk vending machine and getting rid of pop! Soys like worse for than pop! Dumbos. And instead of chips and chocolate bars their going to have trail mix and nuts, dried fruit, stuff like that. That doesnt mind me as much. I dont mind trail mix. I dont like dried fruit. I do like nuts. But why would they bring nuts in, when so many students are alergic to them. My classroom is nut free.

D D D DANCE!!!

Hello fellow earthings.

Well my dance recitals went well. I' think I'll buy a DVD. I really wanted to see the other dances. And it'll be a good memory too. I dont think I told you how Track n field
went. It was great, till I ran. I sprinted the entire first lap around the track and by the half way point for the 2nd lap I was out. I felt like puking out everything inside me. Before I knew it I'd finished and was on the ground. I came in 7th place and I had started in 1st. I was 1st for the longest time. I was really disapointed because I am normally a really strong runner. Anyway, its starting to get hot an sunny again. Yeay!

Dance Recitals: THIS WEEKEND!!!

This weekend,
Theres dance recitals. I had a few people say they wanted to go. SO I was just giving a shout out to all those that want to come. Tickets can be bought at the studio. Call me to get the address for them. Its Sunday and Saturday, come either day. (if you're going to come) Anyway, the title of our dance is Pump It. Its the title of the first song. The coustumes our either yellow or green shirts with black pants. I'll be wearing the richest coloured green top so I stand out... a bit. Well anywhoo call me if ya want to come. The show is at my school. So ya get to see a bit of a even bigger part of my life too.

The summer time

I said that my favorite season was Summer. Now school is about to end and I'm starting' to think that my favorite season is Fall. Probably is. After all, when summer ends I dont usually like school. But I warm up to it... If I make it fun to myself.
Now school is going to end it a month. And I really dont want to go apart from everyone and everything that long. I'll get used to waking up really late in the mornings. And I might lose friends if being apart that long from all of them. I mean I hate getting all warmed up to something and then being taken away from it. And making another habit. And then back to the other one. So I really dont have a favorite.

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Hello everyone,

Can you see my new template?
I can only see it sometimes...

Emotions, tales, and thoughts of the day.

Well,

I said goodbye. But it wasn't the same to come home from school and not see Luke working on his homework. Track n field is next Thursday. I'm excited. I got in. To tell the truth I wasnt exactly suprised. I kinda knew I was going to get in.
Luke will be back on sunday. Its just the first day and I'm already catching myself saying or thinking; I wonder what Luke is doing right now. Right now he's probably in bed. I'm actually tired, really tired. I'm over tired. My mind is going crazy, I need to take a break from it.

L & O

Yes, Dave

This afternoon I did say I didnt have anything to say. But, I guess, tonight I do.



Luke is more than a brother to me. He's a friend. It's an odd relationship between us.
We're a lil' like the typical bro an' sis where we fight about everything. But its not like that... We fight very little except for the odd day.. :D. But we never have been separated, really we've been sent everywhere together. At school; I never talk to him.
But I know he's there. And after school, I try to spend as much time with him as possible. When we were about 7 we we're separated for the first time. Two weeks, he went to my grandparents in Oliver. When we were about to leave him behind I remember bawling and good ol' Luke was sent to get the tissues... I was gripping on to the kleenex box that my brother brought me the enter 4 and a half hour drive home.
Tomorrow he's leaving again. For his oddessey of the mind trip. He's team made it that far and they made enough money for them to go to Iowa for the finals. What a amazment it would be if they won! But their are so many winnners from all over the world. But it sounds like so much fun! And they'll have much time for other things, like shopping, I think Luke was planning on getting somethings for a few of his friends. Anywhoo, the point I'm trying to make is...

I'm really gonna miss you, Luke!

I love you,

Hannah

hmph

Now thats just not cool. I used to post all the time and then I took a break. And now everyone never checks my blog anymore!? Eyyyiiiiiiee! No point in posting now.
















Ugh.